11.11.09
Worship 2: The intimacy of worship
A large part of what the Lord has been doing in me is to do with what I will be addressing in this blog – what He stirred up in me with regard to intimacy has affected a large part of how I come to the whole issue of worship generally, from leading at the front of a large meeting to worshiping in my bedroom.
It started when I began to get into the habit of taking time just with my keyboard to worship the Lord freely, often not trying to go for any particular worship song, but rather just singing out of my heart to the Lord. I must have been doing this for over two years now, and if you can play piano or guitar or just sing, it is a great thing to do. The presence of the Lord would become much more real to me during these times of worship.
But I had a problem. Often the experience of worshipping in His presence ignited creativity. This is a good thing; the problem was my desire to start writing songs down! I would be playing away and would find myself singing something, and my mind would say “Ooh, this is great, we should make this into a song to record and use in church and stuff” and I would stop and write things down and start working out more lyrics and chords and a tune… but by that time I had lost the flow of worship, and the presence of the Lord would start to lift. I obviously felt this was a shame but the Lord helped me to profoundly recognise something.
As I have said, the great tunes and words that I was finding in these spontaneous times of worship were all good – it is creativity inspired by His presence. However my desire to write these things down was evidence – in a sense – of a man-pleasing attitude in me, a desire to have something great to bring to the congregation. Now, I’m not averse to creativity, in fact I would love to spend more time to promote the subject. But there is a matter of priority to address. As great as bringing creative songs to the church is, it is secondary to my actual worship of the Lord!
There were times when I would get frustrated because I would afterwards forget the great lyric and/or melody I had been singing, and so I could not write it down. It was here that the Lord graciously chided me and helped reorder my priorities: worship is first for the Lord. He made it evident to me that it was silly to get worried about not having written the song down after it had already served its purpose.
Picture it: if I am worshipping the Lord, one on one, out of a heart-flow of worship, and out comes a song no-one has ever heard, what do I need to worry? The Lord is hearing it and loves it! It was born for Him out of my heart in union with His creative Spirit, and as it comes back to Him it blesses Him to receive it from one of His children. If He and I were the only ones to ever hear the melody, chords and lyrics, surely I should enjoy the intimacy of that. There are things only husbands and wives know about each other because of their closeness, and we can enjoy that same preciousness with the Lord.
Before I conclude I want to say two things, 1. I hope that what I have written is abundantly clear, and 2. (and maybe this should have come as number 1) As a disclaimer: I am not against songwriting. I am not against writing out of a creative flow of worship to the Lord. All I want to say is this, that we need to be careful about interupting our times with the Lord. Sometimes I believe He gives the go-ahead to write songs out of these times of worship, and I have done this sometimes. But on other occasions He might just want to spend time with us and take things in a different direction. Our walk with the Lord is all about relationship, not religion. That is why I have no problem saying we need to be prophetic pretty much all the time – it is the same as in any other relationship: we cultivate continual development and different dynamics of relationship with pretty much everyone we know, obviously to different degrees. The Lord is a person not a computer, so don’t tap in your formula thinking you know what will come out. He hates religion.
To wrap up then, and to hopefully clarify once and for all what I am saying: worship is for the Lord. If I have sung a song to Him and no one else has heard it, what does that matter? He has heard it and is pleased, and I’ve got a feeling that the Lord will take some time in heaven with each of us to go through those moments again that were so precious to Him because we shared them with no one else. Just like when a husband and wife might say to each other, “Do you remember when…?” But on the other hand there are times when the fruit of our worship is free to be released as corporate songs of worship, or as part of an album or something. We must prioritise and put Him first, as Jesus said, that the greatest commandment is to love the Lord our God with all our hearts, souls, minds and strength, and that the second commandment was to love our neighbours as ourselves. When we have our priorities right, then He can use us most fruitfully in those things that will bless our neighbours, because we are blessing Him first in our lives!
As a postscript, this is not a blog about songwriting! It is a blog about intimacy! So if you have something to say about songwriting, wait until I blog on it, because I have other ways of writing songs except just in these creative worship times!
10.14.09
Worship 1: worship mingled with revelation – the essential lifestyle
We Christians when talking about the subject of worship often quote the words of Jesus, “God is Spirit, and those who worship Him must worship in spirit and truth.” (John 4:24)
While I have always appreciated this verse, and those two factors which Jesus said would be essential ingredients in New Testament worship, I never fully understood why it was these two elements that He mentioned specifically. Why the two together?
It took listening to a friend of mine preach in church one Sunday to open this up. One of our assistant pastors – and also a good friend of mine – was preaching on John 12 where Mary took some very
costly oil and anointed Jesus’ feet with it, so that the fragrance of the oil literally filled the whole
house. Judas got offended and, with devious motives, made a statement which might have been taken
for nobility, but would have put Mary under massive shame: the oil should have been sold and the
money given to the poor. Jesus’ rebuke to Judas actually did not concern the fact that Judas just
wanted to take money for himself, but rather that Mary’s worship was mingled with revelation, on two counts: 1. It was required that He be anointed for the day of His burial, and 2. (and this was much more for the sake of those who might have tried to fight on Judas’ side) that we will always have the poor with us, but Jesus in His earthly form was not always going to be around.
On this second point let me just say this: I am finding it increasingly necessary every day of my
Christian life to be continually prophetic about everything! If I try to walk on principle alone then I
could easily miss something that God is intending to do. Principles are good and right, such as selling
what we have and giving to the poor – but that principle did not work in this situation. Another example would be that Jesus stated that He came only for the lost sheep of the house of Israel, and telling His disciples to go to the same. Yet in John 4 we find Him ministering to a Samaritan woman, and then staying in their city another two days! And the gospels of Matthew and Mark record an amazing story of a Syrophoenician woman (Matt 15 and Mark 7) whose radical faith obtained Jesus’ answer way before the gospel was due to go to the Gentiles.
I see those who lived in prosperity, those who lived in poverty, and some who lived in both and didn’t
mind either way (Phil 4:12)!
I see the sovereignty of God over the earth expressed (Ps 24:1), the responsibility of man over the earth (Ps 115:16) and even, dare I say it, the devil’s power over the earth (1 John 5:19)! There are theological camps who would like to emphasise one or another of these (and God help those who want to emphasise the last!) when in truth if we take an overall view it seems manifestly clear that there is a war raging over this planet! The sway between the Lord’s power and the devil’s is in man’s power to determine.
I see hundreds of other contrasts in the Bible which, of course, non Christians would say are contradictions. I hope I have slightly described in that last paragraph how they are not even slight contradictions, they are all true on different levels. And when this comes to my day-to-day life it requires me to be prophetic rather than merely principled.
For example, and I hope this doesn’t offend too many people, I have never particularly subscribed to
a doctrine of prosperity entirely, but at the same time I have had to remain open to the Lord’s
working in such a way as to bringing great finances into the life of an individual, family, or church,
and sometimes I have even found myself praying for it for some! At the same time I believe wholeheartedly that one can live with very little and yet, of course, have everything in the world because you have Jesus. For me personally I think it is more likely to become that, but I have seen Him using people on both sides of this fence.
So to draw it back to the main subject, our worship must be revelatory. Mary’s was. So was Abel’s as
he brought a Lamb, evidently somehow understanding that something had to die, prophetic of Jesus’
sacrifice. Cain’s unfortunately wasn’t. Neither was King Uzziah when he tried to enter into priestly duties to be more worshipful. God had not allowed him to try and carry out the duties of priest, and so the principle of course remained established that it was the duty of the Levitical priests. Uzziah went to offer incense, the priests withstood him, he got angry…and broke out in leprosy, from which he tragically died.
At best, when we worship without revelation it can cause us to miss something God is saying. But in the cases mentioned it cost them dear, and we must take this on board.
What then do I believe Spirit and Truth refers to? I believe that, at least in part, it refers to
revelation. Revelation is the sum of Spirit and Truth. When the Spirit of God comes on the Word of
Truth, revelation cannot fail to result. The One who authored it is keen to reveal His purpose,
historically and now, to write His law on our hearts, and of course to reveal Jesus in the Word.
So, for us to worship in Spirit in Truth, I believe that we must worship with hearts open to God that
are crying out for what He has to say for this moment in time. We must remain open to what He
wants to say and do. And simply, sometimes our worship just takes different directions, such as
prayer and intercession, or warfare, or high praise and celebration, or intimacy, or commissioning…
Let us be prophetic as we worship, let us worship in Spirit and Truth.
Pursuing the Presence of God
Hi guys!
Just a brief note to let you know that you can now order a copy of our new book on worship from aloudervoice.com. The book is called Pursuing the Presence of God, and is written to inspire worship leaders, their teams and those who simply wish to go deeper in worship. The book reveals some of the keys to living in the presence of God and leading others effectively in worship.
We’ve made it as cheap as possible so that worship teams can all afford to buy one without breaking the bank!
Thanks!
10.07.09
Favourite Songs, new ones we should know about
Hi folks
As a worship leader I’m always keen on hearing a fresh song as well as finding out what people’s favourites at the moment are?
Which songs really hit the mark with you or with your church at the moment? What about any new songs you might have heard lately which you think we should all get to know? (On that note see the video I posted a couple of weeks back of ‘Revelation Song’ – can’t get enough of this at the moment!)
Obviously Chris and Jennie have a couple of newish ones which went down well at Revive and go down well at our celebrations, especially “Come Holy Spirit”.
So let us know what else we should be listening to, as well as the hot songs at the moment!
09.23.09
Set lists
Hi folks
It would be great to find out how you go about thinking and praying about and planning your set lists if you are a worship leader. What sort of songs are you going for at the moment? Are you reviving golden oldies, seeking the new songs, or sticking with the solid stuff that everyone knows? What sort of themes are you going for? What is your approach? How do you integrate with the meeting as a whole?
Fire away your ideas and inspire us with your thoughts!
Creativity in worship – discuss!
This term we are going to start delving a bit into the question of creative expression in worship, and so to get our brains ticking, has anyone got any thoughts on whether our worship could do with a creative sprucing up?
Perhaps our traditions need rethinking. Maybe music isn’t the only form that we can worship in – but if so how else can we worship in a way which draws everyone in? Who else could we involve in our worship times? And who on earth was Bezalel?
Just some thoughts to get you commenting. Let us know what you think!
09.16.09
House of Worship
Hi everyone, next Thursday (24th) it’s the first House of Worship of the new academic year! We would really love to see as many people there as think they can possibly make it!! Wes Sutton is our guest speaker and it would be great to honour him with a great turn out for the first meeting. Let’s all come with expectancy to experience the presence of God – it can’t fail to be a great time! As per publicity, 7.45 at the prayer house, til 9.30.
Lovely stuff.
Really looking forward to where we can go with God this year!
Big love
Ben
09.02.09
After years of silence (well a year and a bit anyway)…
…Is it possible that we might see some life spring up here again?
New year, new things happening in Ichthus all the time, perhaps it’s time we got the ball rolling here? For anyone who thinks to observe this space in the near future, watchout for Ichthus’s worship webspace in general. I shall begin serially posting some of my worship blogs here at some point and see if we can get some life going. And the space for worship on the Ichthus website itself will hopefully get a bit of a fresh makeover soon!
Over and out
Ben
04.01.08
New Songs
I was wondering where I could find the new songs from “House of Worship”. I just checked the Ichthus site and there’s still only 3 there.
